Baby replied my previous email. I started reading. It suddenly struck me why this email seemed to never ends. I scrolled down. It was SUPER long. And I grinned cheekishly to myself. That priceless smile. Super lovely moment, though baby is miles away. Of course, being the all emotional me, you know what happen. :')

He wrote one long paragraph about how dull and boring his cabin is.. all white and metal... Somehow that scares me quite bad. Its like, he's exposed to no stimulation!! He needs to be in a stimulating environment! Just imagine, after working for hours, looking, watching, seeing, observing the c-l-e-a-r ocean, he went back to the cabin just to find himself in a lonely white cabin. Gosh this is not good at all for him. Why on earth am I worrying about a stimulating environment? Because teachers know the importance of a stimulating environment to a child, perhaps to anyone! I wish I could just fly there for a moment and decorate his cabin with all my might. So each time he opens the cabin door, he'll smile. :) OK I will buy him the stuffs he needs and he can take them with him when he has shore leave in Spore before the next voyage. :)))

Anyway lovelies, I will be away for quite some time. Been busy like a bee, or just lazy like a mad cow. Today was quite unpredictable and everything happened so fast. Maryam dear, be strong baby.. I know you are, I know how you're feeling. Idayu went to town and so left me and Rezeki being the MRT girls. Even so, we separated in Clementi so I was all alone. Things get a little too hard to handle sometimes when Im alone. I was trying my best not to get carried away with the thoughts of Putera Ali because you know what I would do, so Rezeki had to be the one entertaining me till I reached Tampines. Thankiu baby. :)

Indeed, Im not that strong afterall. And I like it that way. :) Cause that shows how important Putera Ali is in my life. I miss him.soo much :'(