I really feel like babbling but I don't know what to babble about.
Ok I have one. I seriously think some YOUNG girls are being unnecessarily defensive. They seem to possess this weird kind of insecurity within them. They seem to feel so agitated when other girls try to befriend their guy friends, or maybe guys whom they have feelings for. Perhaps that's normal. But not when OLDER girls of 4 years try to befriend guys of 4 years younger. Get my picture? So why are they feeling so disturbed?
Ok next. Don't mind my babblings cause I'll just type what comes in my mind. As I was saying, I think I still have issues with a person. Correction, I swear I do. I know that she is not going not to read this. Even if she does, for all I care. It's better if she knows who she is. I used to love her, I used to think she was going to be the one who will stand by me no matter what the circumstances are. Truthfully, until now, I do not know the meaning and the reason behind a bestfriend. At most, I can only understand what closefriends are cause I have them around. Frankly speaking, I began to hate this girl in 2006, or maybe 2007. Despite the many attempts to reach her or call her or text her or msn her or WHATEVER! her world still revolves around the lover, the cousin, and NEW friends? In my mind now, if ever I were to bump onto her ever again, I would pretend I have never knew her. But knowing me, you think I would? Furthermore, I learnt that it is so wrong to break friendships. But on the other side of me, I really want to do this.
I feel rather mean and evil nowadays. Not a good sign. No no..
On a lighter note, I miss Kinderland. I miss the children. I miss the staffs. I miss the ambience.
Sidetrack, I have hundred and one plans and ideas for the upcoming 2nd! but the one and only problem- money, duit, wang, fulus.... -_______-"
Despite the tight budget, I have a lo0o0ong wishlist... ^_^
- That Charles & Keith heels(s)
- Those Clubmarc outfits for the babies
- That Bods dress
- BodyShop stuffs
Ok. Maybe not long, but exxx...
&& I want to meet these people sooooon~!
- Cousins
- A CUBE! *grins*
- 4E4 '06!
- Makneneks
- Usuals
- MI Clan
- NCC clique
Actually, I have more things to blabber about but save that for another post aite..
Good night world.