I thought I was strong yesterday.
But I was wrong.
I acted strong today, hoping gather back the strengths again.
But I was wrong.
I am indeed so weak tonight.
I thought by keeping myself busy I wont be so tensed up.
But I was wrong.
I get all emotional when night falls.
I thought I could face the 26 weeks with a breeze, because this is not the first time.
But I was wrong.
It can never be easy.

Dear Putera Ali, I miss you so much. You are already on your way to Colombo, wherever that is. Please take care of yourself and dont get easily agitated by those *insert word*. I know how much you hate working with them. I love you...

OKay enough with emotional self-regulations. I am fine. =)
been resting at home, dealing with the two little dodos.
Have I tell you this? Soon, I'm gonna have another "house" at Bedok, which means mum gonna travel more. Like, from Tampines to Sengkang to Jurong West to Bedok to Tampines again and the cycle goes on. And yes, tomorrow going Sengkang house, and to Bedok on Christmas eve. It is tiring, but this is what I love most about my family. =)

On 20th having BBQ with the Easties, and 22nd outing with PAE Millennians.. More outings anyone? Makneneks? Usuals? Sec sch mates? Oh dun worie.. All this is being updated to Putera. So if anyone trying to sabo me, like "Eh Putera, I saw myra went out with some guys", tell them no use okay? Putera & I know the strengths of our relationship more than anyone else does. Why I mention this? Because this kind of people exist. -__-"

What I want to do for this 3 weeks holiday? Rest, rest and more rest. Exercise! Organize my assignments. Try doing some. Plan for my math lessons and learning corner cause its been haunting me. Family gatherings. Just keep myself busy. & yes, wait for Putera's emails or calls. ^_^

Again, pictures on batam soon eh.. Like the Usuals always say, it will take me ages to upload my pictures.. =/

Good night world.

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