I do not know where and how to start cause there seems to be alot for me to express. The week has been great except for today, the day was fine until FP lesson. The assignments are totally making me crazy. After FP lesson my usuals were already feeling tensed. Being posted to the same centre as last semester really doesnt help at all, especially with the ironic and contradicting attitudes from the same people. How are we going to cope FP 2.2? Thats the golden question.

Having homes in both the East and West side of Singapore is more exhausting. Obviously I prefer to stay in Tampines because all, and i really mean all of my mugging resources are available here. I cant possibly drag my oh-so thick books to and fro every week right? And god knows why, my lappy cant be connected to the internet at Jurong West though there is wireless. Well i cant be possibly using my brother in law's lappy to do things right? Daym leceh.... And Im not the sleeping-alone-at-home type. Say what you want. But I just cant. But on the other hand, to membontot mother is really pain in my butt, literally.

As you can see, both my sisters are very lucky beings that mother are able to take care of them when they become mothers. I wonder how's my luck. What can I say, even before asking, mother already say, "When you become a mother, you have to take care of everything yourself cause by then I'm weak". Wow~ very lucky right?

Early childhood education really teaches me a lot. Somehow I managed to see how even my childhood affects me. And also the early years of being a teenager. Every single that I experienced, it does affects me, in both positive and negative.

Im sorry for the long babble but I just need to do some self-emotional regulation. I had a good talk with the hubby just now and I really love those times with him. Those sharing moments means alot to me. We are not perfect beings with perfect life. But insyaAllah, we'll do our best. What you said in the call just now made me smile dear. =)

& to you, you, you and you.. I miss you..