OK lovelies. SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all Muslims out there, especially to my friends, cousins, relatives and whoever knows me.. Ampunkan segala keaiban yang pernah ku lakukan.. Mohon maaf zahir dan batin..

Abah, i miss you.
Ubby, i miss you also.
Kak Fidah, ur missed!

I didnt know it is this hard to welcome Syawal without these loves.
Its been 5 years since abah passed away. Its never gonna be the same.
Its the 2nd year im celebrating raya with the hubby but its my 1st time celebrating without him by my side.
Its the first time taht my beloved cousin is away to study and not celebrate raya with us..
Oh Allah, kuatkanlah diriku dikala takbir bergema. Amin.

I have no mood to do anything. its really hard. but yea, Happy Raya-ing loves..