Please forgive me for not updating since eeons ago..of course, this is my first post of July.. for the past two weeks, school was super hectic for us teachers. assignments were super cruel im not lying okayy.. this post is going to be random, long and according to my memory..

10JULY/11JULY
I did not sleep for at least 30 hours thanx to AW..maryam was my faithful partner for the night on msn.. my mon kept waking up to check on me.. i finished that crazy term paper at 530am to get ready for school. I went out of the toilet just to see a whole lot of supplement that the wonderful mother got ready for me to eat..i was like..
O.O
O.o
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but thanx to those i didnt really knocked out in the mrt..i rather keep maryam's head safe on my shoulder than letting her headbanging elsewhere..haha.. lunched at clementi with the babies..off to bugis to meet Putera's mom..n home sweet home for my beauty sleeeepp..

5JULY
The first NE show..It was ok though some public were really getting on my nerves..My highlight was the fireworks.. I seriusly cried like a mad cow when the fireworks started cause it reminds me of last year's NDP fever.. Putera and I would study at esplanade library during the day and we will watch the fireworks during the night.. I swear I really wished that he's beside me to watch those beautiful fireworks.. They were super right in front of my eyes..super clear..super wow! Yes of course i think of him even during my NDP duty..
I left early cause I had a late family dinner at Breeks at airport.. tired. camwhored. home.

1JULY
Went to West Coast Park to do our assignment; accessing a playground. but we played for an hour or so first before focusing on the real bisnes.. =D I miss being a monkey and i was glad to get to swing around the spiderweb after sooo long.. Mary managed to overcome her fear of heights! haha..

N yes that basically the things i remembered..most of time spent with the wonderful teachers or if not..my family.. alot of things are going to happen..
- kak fizah is giving birth soooooonnn
- means im moving to jurong west for at least 2 months..
- abang going beijing soon for some school thing cum olympic thing..means i got no more fren..
- Kak fidah going eqypt soon..means i got one lesser sister to go out with for the next 4 years..
- the two major exams.. pls i dun wanna fail any module.. please I want to go 2.2 safely..
- NDP 08
- more..trust me..

As for now..I seriously cant wait for TUESDAYY.. Putera's coming home!!!!! for less than a day.. It hurts to know that i can only meet him for a few hours..but it hurts more that i wun be able to meet him for the next few months..not being able to fast with him..not being able to celebrate raya with him.. But of course, what is love without sacrifice.. We are both sacrificing..and i wun let him do that on his own.. I love you sayang..

& I've been missing abah like mad..he appeared in one of my dreams.. smiling, but kept quiet..

So tell me, what is my Birthday and Raya will be like without these men in my life?

p.s: pictures soon..& maths corner the next big crazy thing..