I dunno why im still blogging when i have tons of WORK to do and my eyes super SLEEPY redi and seriously, i having a nice cute little PANDA EYES now. Ok i think i know why im blogging? Im blogging for my baby love. =)

Tomorrow is the day. The day he's going to leave me. Leaving to mould his/my/our future, leaving to pursue his success, leaving for his passion. That's one reason for my panda eyes i guess. I rained anywer and everywer and anytime. I swear it is tiring but i simply cant stop myself. My tears are like free flow..? -___-" I repeat, it IS TIRING. The day spent with boifey was splendid. Or maybe, quite an emotional one. OK i can cry while typing this ok but i shall halt this tears aite?? Boifey, being the most lovable kind supportive understanding and BESTEST BESTEST BESTEST sweetheart in the universe, he bought me something. Something which costed B-O-M-B-S and quite hard for me to accept. Something which he said should be able to keep me occupied. But i take it as that thing is HIS but im just taking care of it. ok more like im playing with it first while hes away. what's that thing? its PSP laa~! Thankiu so0o0o much sayang.. I promise i'll keep it as safe as i can.. =))

You know, I am sucha lucky young lady to have sucha wonderful boifren. I still, do not know how Im going to face the challenge tmr. I dunno how to let go of his hand tmr. I dunno how to wave good bye to him tmr. Ok lightning start redi!

To my dearest Putera Ali,
Im gonna miss the times we talked about our ferst eye contact. im gonna miss the times we talked about CLT course. Im gonna miss the times we went for movie trips..the ALOT ALOT movie trips. im going to miss riding the bike with you, hugging u from behind, sleeping on your back while you're vrooming, you smiling and making those expressions while speeding?! haha.. Im gonna miss the times i slept on your shoulder whenever we're in the bus. The 5min arguments and misunderstandings followed by you pujuk-ing me.. The feeling is soo bombastic you noe bie?? The crazy moments, the step matrep/ahbeng/abang2 moments..haha.. I'll miss all those dear.. I AM GOING TO MISS YOU AND TRUTHFULLY, I AM MISSING YOU.. PLease take care of yourself.. I'll be waiting for your return. pls return home safely. do what's right. our promises? PLease keep them close to your heart sayang.. ='(

ok i dunno wat else to say.. i really need Putera Ali now.