I cant help but to be emotional just now. Since Maryam went to woodlands and Idayu dropped at bedok, I decided to walk home. I bought boifey's favourite curry puff and my favourite chicken wing at OCK before walking home, the exact same route boifey and i usually took when he sent me home. I saw the illusion of us beside me.. the happy2 us..the crazy2 us..the loving us.. No one could ever feel how i really feel. i might be able to hide it in front of my friends. but i can never hide it when im with myself. it's been only 4 days, and i swear..i can go crazy.. and tmr is boifey's 19th bday.. i feel bad not able to do anything for him.. Just praying hard he's safe and as healthy as he can be.. I LOVE YOU PUTERA ALI.. ='(

as for now, i shall put aside the emotional amira for the time being and start on the oh-so much work!!