Holla people of the world.
I want to talk about time today. I don't know why but its just a random topic for me to blog while I kill TIME. ^_^
Okay firstly, its been..ermm.. 5 days since i meet boifey. Let's make it a week ok cause i don't think i'll be meeting him in the next two days too. 5 days and i can go crazy missing him. ok that's not the point. i always miss him even right after he waved goodbye to me. =)
anyway, what i want to say is this period of 5 days make me realise something. not that i dun realise it a long time ago but i will just like heck about it. but now, maybe, i can think more. lol. what i've been doing for the past 5 days? Well, besides rotting, i was able to spend time with mummy. then, even when i was at home, most of my time i'll be in my room while she's in the kitchen. She blew up once and said that is as good as I'm not at home at all. She got a point. But i do not know how to change. But for the last 5 days, i realise i've been doing it- being in the living room or kitchen rather than in my room. You might say its just 5 days. cmon, give me more time ok? and that's one of my points.
The next, in this 5 days, I was able to catch up with some people i care so much. people like Haliejah and Nurraini. my primary school lovelies. If there is a chance for me to put in another name, i would. But the fact is, people do change. and sometimes that change by other individuals just don't flow with ur change. get what i mean?? nevermind. Since i cannot go far due to my rashes, i met them just around the neighbourhood. owell, our houses are just like a few blocks away. We talked about our primary school days- stalking some guys and such. haha! that was fun-ny. and netball. NETBALL. that has always been my favourite. primary school netball had been a wonderful journey. but when comes to secondary school? hmm..maybe im just not meant to be netballer. or..ppl just dun see what i've got. but that's not my point. Since primary school, i always have 3 good frens. we usually called it F4?! but now, i shall just call it Totally Spies! my fav cartoon! well.. Eja and Raini will noe what i mean.. =)
As for secondary school.. i've learnt about myself..and life.. lol.. Shima and Anisah and Suhailah are the girls of my life.. I had a talk, an emotional talk with Su the other day. it started off with a normal hi.. but it just happened that i told her evrything. she told me evrything. If i dun tell her now, i wud regret it later. Su, u noe wat i mean.. =) Shima and Anisah have been my great pals. But its just one thing i have yet to do. shall not mention here. Shima, if ur reading this.. please.. i noe you noe.. =(
OHKAAY my point is, not meeting Putera for 5 days make me realise that I can have a time of my own with other people. Im sure he has been feeling great with his frens too. =) and later, im meeting Anisah. i need to top up my concession..or maybe its just another reason for me to go out. haha!
& i need to meet my poly mates soon..apparently they are stucked at FOC pre-camp.. according to Rezeki, it sucked.. sorry i cant be there Rez..like i said..enjoy the moments..haha!
But yes, I miss Putera like truckloads. I just wonder what i'll do for my 6 months when he is away. All i noe that one thing i'll be doing continuously without feeling tired, is WAITING for his return. ^_^
As for now, i want to goreng tempeh..lol! and get ready to meet Nisa later.
Taa..