i do not know why im feeling scared.
i do not know why im feeling crazy.
i simply do not know why im feeling this way.

i've been checking MeL consistently and each time i do, there's more documents. I read them, trying to prepare for school. but i can just imagine myself not coping. I swear the pressure is that much cos only i know..ok oni the ECH-ians noe.. but more pressure on me cos it is going to be tougher since baby is going away soon. feel me? no? nvm. i had to let go of my tears. its gonna be time of the month. so yea.

i love putera ali.