YES. i feel like shouting. i feel like screaming my heart out. i feel terrible. i feel horrible. i feel frustrated. all the feelings that you can ever mention. its damn painful i feel like doing some boxing with the toilet walls and creating some body arts on myself. nono. not tattoo.. nevermind. i feel slapping myself. i donot know what im thinking. it burdens me. such killer thoughts. my heart's pumping fast. i dunno why. i need some tranquilisers perhaps? i feel like ***king myself up. myra, shuddup. bye.

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